playing withe traffic jumping off roofs and playing with knives
Self Description
why does every1 hate me
my friend james told me that i was one of his best friends but i didnt beleave him i guess that i didnt beleave that i had friends ppl ask y im so sad i tell them that its simple i've had it hard a devorce friends dieing gfs dieing and breking up with cause im ugly i dont know u i'm so angry or sad or stressed i think its because i'm the one with the proplems but if i could chane i would but i cant i can only move forward and wat and see wat i become later in life
Losing control
My head is filling with agony and deceit
Voices telling me to kill myself
People tell me I worthless
All these sign
All these lies
Why do I live this way
Cant I just live in peace
My feelings of hope are gone
My prayers for a new life are dead
Im losing control
My whole life Ive lost control
All I ever do is lose things
All there ever is, is me being lonely and depressed
Stress beats me down and takes control of me
My life is meaningless
My purpose is broken
My life is forever dead
Pain is my lifes only friend
Its the only one thats ever been there for me
Its the only one the keeps me sane
Feelings of any kind are forbidden
I keep me dream lock away
Every time I try to feel happiness it always turns to pain
I cant live to see anyone getting hurt
I torn my heart out so love cant get the best of me
My life is always in shambles
My heart is always getting broken
My soul is always getting stepped on
Im losing control
Im losing everything I have
All my friends are gone
I only have one left
Even so Im close to losing them
I pray to and ask how I can save are relationship
But I still get nothing
All the signs I get I dont understand
Believing in hope is useless
Believing in dreams are waste less
Pain is all I feel
No joy
No happiness
No luck
No dreams
No love
Those are all I have to say for myself
Im losing control
Im losing hope, love, happiness, joy, dreams, and luck
Ive lost my whole life
Ive wasted time think how I can make it better
All the sign lead me to death
All the signs tell me Im worthless and useless
Im a nobody with no dreams
ive tried to bury these feelings
But they just pop back up
How do I get the feelings to go away
I try and try to block the negativity around me
I try to find better ways to find happiness
All theses things I do dont help
All the people I talk to make it worse
Everything I say is wrong
Everything I do is chaotic
I live in fear
I live in agony
I live in a world of disaster
My heart is in shambles
My life is in ruins
Try to overcome the pain of lost
Try to feel desires
But the pain is the much
BOOM BOOM
KAZZOOM
LOL I HAVE NO LIFE LOL
I LOVE ALL ME FRIENDS
*hugs back* i am doing pretty good lol just got dumped by my gf today but im pretty good ty! hbu? ----- i will write your name on a bullet so everyone will know You were the last thing to go through my mind
kayla love's nikki
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i will write your name on a bullet so everyone will know You were the last thing to go through my mind
Chaotic Kimmy
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Chaotic Kimmy
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i can c tht u luv HIM 2...
hav a 10, dude.
rock on!!!
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"Loneliness seems to have become the great American disease."
-John Corry
kayla love's nikki
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i will write your name on a bullet so everyone will know You were the last thing to go through my mind
kayla love's nikki
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i will write your name on a bullet so everyone will know You were the last thing to go through my mind
Stop by to chat anytime!
Sharon
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Mali
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LICK THE BLADE CLEAN...
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my matty.
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come find me, tell me your dark tale and ill scare you with mine.
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