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Age	18
Relationship status	Single
Gender	M
Occupation	Working, hopefully I'll be an actor(not movies, ju
Last login	85 days ago
Account Status	Guest Account
Music
HIM, Depeche Mode, Sero.Overdose, Rammstein, Iron Maiden, Cradle of Filth, etc...
Books
God, a delusion; Pilars of earth; etc...
TV Shows
Family Guy, That's 70' show
Movies
Big Fish, Corpse Bride, Nighmare before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Kill Bill, Pulp Fiction, etc...
Self Description
-Zodiac Capricorn, Earth Snake -Style Some say I'm half Industrial half neorromantic, I just say I'm goth, but, it's true I enjoy Industrial metal and I am a romantic (more will be explained later) so I guess they're not so wrong...A anyway, black eyeliner is a must for me, as black nailpaint (or however you call it) and, if I'm not in the mood for kissing, black lipstick too (even if sometimes I end kissing anyways and the girl and me eat all the friggin' lipstick) I ike wearing strange pants full of things, black shirts, lot's of spikes, and whatever I see and like, like chains, ties, white contact lens, etc... -Love I've had various girls in my life, but just a couple of them are worth mentioning as love... My first love was Carmela, a girl I met in a Greenpeace Camp, the first goth I known, and she stole my heart, but didn't give me hers... u know the story suffering, pain, composing lovesongs, etc... but after a whole year, I managed to forget her, and litlle time after I got a girlfriend, Laura, who met me in a very bad moment of my life, when I was in an intern school in another city, so I only went to granada some weekends, but we carried on, i got out of the internate and things were running smooth, until she left me, and I noticed I loved her, that was on our 6 month anniversary, and she did it my sms text, so I got really drunk, and next day I was dating another girl, which lasted very little, so I finally dumped her cause I made out with another girl, Tuka, and really liked her...but a couple of days after that came Xmas, and when I returned from my trip, Tuka was kinda dating some other guy... same again, lovesongs, etc... until a day I was really drunk and decided to ssend a sms telling her how I felt... but when I saw her again, I had a new nimphomaniac girlfriend, so we both shut up as npothing had happened, so I had a tide of girlfriends which I dumped after a week or two of relationship for the same reason, Tuka... one of them lasted a month or more, but my love for Tuka was stronger than my love for her, so I eventually finished it... and then, one night, 6 months after my first and last kiss with Tuka, we were all drinkin and Tuka and I started talkin, and decided the only way it could work, since both of us were kinda bad with relationships, was to have a liberal relationship, and I so we were happy for a couple of months, but then I had to go...(reason in Roots), my problem is I can't forget her, but I don't know how it'll be when I come back... -Vices I drink a lot, I like almost anything, from beer to absinthe, vodka and tequila, anythig, I'll drink, and probably more than a regular person could drink without having a coma... I have some soft drugs, like Marihuana, but I don't let them control me, just enogh to have fun and be happy for some time...I was tottally adict when I was 14, but I eventually stopped buying and smoking everyday so it woulddn't destroy what is left of my neurones...XD I had mushrooms too, and extramonium, a reeeeaaalyyy strange drug... I smoke, a lot, that's why I'm Kachimba, a Cachimba is the spanish word for a Narguile, an arab smoking artifact, the mecanism is simple, You put flavoured tobacco on top (or marihuana) and cover it with aluminium paper with litlle holes on it, then goes a piece of burning coal, the smoke goes down a tube and reaches the water, so, if you smoke, the smoke pass throgh the water in bubbles and colds itself, and it all results in cold smoke that tastes great...and you can switch water for alcoholic drinks such as vodka, rum, absinthe, etc... -Attitude towards life I love myself, and don't call it egocentrism, it's good old narcsissism... Why do I love myself? Because I see so many people nowadays who hate themselves and think their lives suck and the world is shitty and sad, and I said to myself, well, even if the worldd is shitty and sad, why do I have to think I am too? I mean, I know how life can be hard, cause even if mine is not the hardest, it's kinda fucked up, but to hate myself is too much, I'm better than that, I'm better than life, and I won't let her win this war, even if it would be much easier to jump off the window or take a bunch of pills, esay ain't fun, easy ain't my style... Oh and besides, I'm hot, so how not to love myself!! But remind that loving myself doesn't mean I can't love other people, actually I can love a lot of people at the same time, and I mean real romantic-love, just, in different levels... I've had a girlfriend who I dismissed (I don't know if it's the right word, but, whatever) because I was in love with another girl, whom I'm still in love of, and my ex though I was with her without loving her, she was wrong, I did love her, just not as much as the other one... -Roots I was born in São Paulo, Brasil, at 5AM, making everybody wake up, so, I've been a burden to the world since the day I was born (or even before)... before my first birthday, my parents separated, and my mom, older brother and I went live to Paraguay, a country full of strange poiusonous insects, so it was no surprise my first word was "bicho" which mean "bug" in spanish... I was educated in 2 languages, Spanish and French, and learned Portuguese from by best friend... then, when I was 5 or 6, we moved back to Brasil, where my life continued till I was 11, when my mom and her husband divorced cause my mum discovered she was a Lesbian, what her husband, a Islamic Italian, didn't like too much, and he went crazy and started to call everytime and even tried to kidnap me... so, my mother decide it was time to move again, and we went to Granada, Spain... the first three years were horrible, I just couldn't adapt, I started to have bad grades at school, and met Maria, also known as Cannabis, which made my grades worse, I was officially the worst student in the school...but time passed, and I finally made some friends at school, which made me meet more people and so on till I found a place where most people had similar ideas to mine, a heavy metal bar, where I met goths, heavies, and all kind of interesting people, so, as years passed, I was relatively happy, even with the daily fights with my mom and my firsts love problems...after some years, 6 months ago or so, I decided to start working, and began to look for a job so I could leave my mom house at once, but she decide to ban me from home and sent me back to Brazil with my father, using an evil plan worth of a movie, which I would have never expected, she told me to come see my dad and help her with some papers and come back in a month or so, the problem is that "or so" meant to her a couple of years... I felt treached and dumped, but moved on, started working for my father and saving money, and now I'm searching for an appartment in Granda so I can come back to my happy life, and see the love of my life again... Comment if you wish, I will answer gladly...
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