Hitting hard
Like a hatchet to the skull
The pain bordering on insanity
Dragging every struggled breath from me
Slowly suffocating in my own madness
Left alienated by my own mind
Brought down upon my faithful sword
Lost in memories long gone
Rotted and deformed in time
Causing a twisted view upon the self
Leaving minds in a whirlwind of the surreal
With scabbed flesh leaking out the lies
Drifiting the mind towards it's end

We live in the age of the asshole
Where people are forced to live on the dole
An age where people feel the need to cut to be cool
Instead making themselves look like a fool
All just doing it for fun
Some never again to see the sun
The age where poloticians rule our lives
While their every word digs in like knives
Slowly dragging us down into the pit
Slowly burying us under their shit
Terorrism runs rampant
The goverments trying to stop what they can't
Fighting an eternal war
Whilst not knowing what to actually fight for

Once again we come to this time of year
Where people hear all the merriment and cheer
But not all see this day
Some never wake from whence they lay
Cold and frozen there
Whilst we sit inside without a worry to bare
Without shelter or hovel
Left out in the streets to grovel
Some caught up in the thick of war
Left without a christmas boar
Some off fighting for us to be free
Away from their loved ones glee
Death still runs rife on this day of joy
Sparing no man or boy
So think about them this christmas whilst you celebrate
For they find this day not great

I ahve a question for all you readers out there, what is insanity really? Is it really what everyone seems to say it is or just a different outlook on life? You could say I suffer from insanity, yet if you asked me if I do I would have to tell you I just see the world as it is, is this so wrong for me to do? Is it wrong for me to think all relegions are just power plays to make someone seem almighty? Now before you start saying "oh look another atheist trying to impress his views on people" stop, for I am not trying to do that at all. My question to you if you say thus is if there is a god why would he allow so many to be cast out like me? Because we are sinners? Well people I must tell you the only sin I have commited to your gods is not beliving in them and in the end is that really so bad? Is it really so bad that I think the mass slaughter of the inquisition is so wrong it is a sin in itself? Just because someone does not share your views does not make them a sinner or a heathen, it just makes them different, just like insanity sepreates the few from the many. But is not everyone different, whether that difference be colour creed or even as simple as gender? So why must those labeled who see differently be punished and ridiculed for there views by others. Yes i realise this may seem two faced to those un-observant but I have not said that anyone is wrong for looking for their own answers to life, I actually encourage it and if these answers seem to lie within religion for you I say go for your life trying to find it.

Well I hope I have opened the minds of at least a few of you with this little rant here and hope that a few of you can see between the lines and find solice or even just a slice of meaning from this.

Hearts of black rejoice as i fall yet again
For i will take you with me
Too the depths of my hell
Struck down within the darkness of my insanity
Trapped in the snare of the thought
Drowing in the spirit of the lost
Just another broken poet flying on broken wings

The grey light creeps through the window
Draining all life from the room
All it's lustre gone
Inside lies its lone occupant
Passed out in a self induced stupor
Trying to solve the problems with the bottle and blade
Each line brining closer to the blackness
Each drop lost in the search for the answer
The alcohol slowing the body down
Bringing the heart closer to stopping
Slowly decaying from the inside
Turning to scabs on the out