i wish i could find the words to explain how i feel but its not a normal emotion its like everything is just welling up inside of me and i cant release it...its like an eternal pain that never ceases to exist....

she was my everything my world up until the day i lost her and i became nothing, i am nothing and nothing will ever change that...so for now im lost in the vast abyss of despair with no way out...if she was still here she could pull me out....the question is will you?

i feel so hurt alone and rejected...i feel so lost without your arms im unprotected.you said you'd be there forever.forever wasnt very long.so now im crying,bleeding the anger and hurt away from me.now is the time that i needed you most,now is the time but your nothing more than a ghost a fragmented memory ijust can't seem to grasp,a fragmented memory,a figment from the past..now i reside inside myself feeling lost,feeling hurt but what doyoucare.you did it.