Around 4:15 Pm on july 31st 2008 Jay and i Went through one of the hardest things we could have losing our unborn child. This day will not be forgotten and neither will the child. The 31st of July will always be a bad one for us.
Ayden Alexander our son teehee
our girls Grace Alexandria and Aria Anna We have 4 kids together and we loves them three girls and a boy hehehe i iz da mommy and Emmerz is da Moad
i'm dieing here lost in my world of blue.
the place where my nightmares come true.
i'm calling your name in agony and pain but you don't hear your away as i am here with this monster you call a loved one.
hard is this i call caring stuck in life despairing.
and you the one who always told me you care.
now your leaving into thin air.
forget me not as you walk away and leave me in the cold hearted wayknowing what will happen today.
forget me not for your the one to blame for all of my pain.
leave me in the pouring rain.
kick me once i will not flinch kick me twice i will not twitch.
i go through this time after time and stay as silent as a mime.
not once does words of this pass my lips.
i keep a strong grip everytime you rage and fit yet i'm the one who gets hit.
forget me not as i have done do not think that you have won.
she's home now dont dare run just grin and bare knowing your the one.
hide the bruises and cuts real qucik so she doesn't think your a dick.
she'll never know the true story only you and i know the truth.
so ruthless are you who causes this pain but i know i don't except it in vain.
forgtimeless do you act as long as you can crack the wip.
forget me not as i except this.
restless nights waking up in a cold fright you cause this.
for one whom i'm supposed to love i dare not speak of true feelings for you.
forget me not as i rot dieing inside from your blows.
silently crying late at night after we have a fight.
wondering why you never show love to me.
forget me not as you inflict pain and leave me in the pouring rain.
never do i hear i love you pass your lips to me.
bearing the pain for her whom i love.
wearing the strain from covering it up.
the place where my nightmares come true.
i'm calling your name in agony and pain but you don't hear your away as i am here with this monster you call a loved one.
hard is this i call caring stuck in life despairing.
and you the one who always told me you care.
now your leaving into thin air.
forget me not as you walk away and leave me in the cold hearted wayknowing what will happen today.
forget me not for your the one to blame for all of my pain.
leave me in the pouring rain.
kick me once i will not flinch kick me twice i will not twitch.
i go through this time after time and stay as silent as a mime.
not once does words of this pass my lips.
i keep a strong grip everytime you rage and fit yet i'm the one who gets hit.
forget me not as i have done do not think that you have won.
she's home now dont dare run just grin and bare knowing your the one.
hide the bruises and cuts real qucik so she doesn't think your a dick.
she'll never know the true story only you and i know the truth.
so ruthless are you who causes this pain but i know i don't except it in vain.
forgtimeless do you act as long as you can crack the wip.
forget me not as i except this.
restless nights waking up in a cold fright you cause this.
for one whom i'm supposed to love i dare not speak of true feelings for you.
forget me not as i rot dieing inside from your blows.
silently crying late at night after we have a fight.
wondering why you never show love to me.
forget me not as you inflict pain and leave me in the pouring rain.
never do i hear i love you pass your lips to me.
bearing the pain for her whom i love.
wearing the strain from covering it up.
