Ive never felt as safe with anyone as I do with u...
Ive never felt this way before...
i dont know what to do...
i dont know what to think...

Im a afraid to leave your side
Not knowing if u will still b there when I come back
Every time I look at u, u make all my problems go away
If only I could find the rite words to describe how I feel
but the best I can do for now is say I love u...
I love u with all my heart

I sit here crying,
wishing that I could make all the pain go away
Wishing that everything could go back to normal
I cant help but wonder how things would be if I could just disappear
Disappear and never be seen again,
would everyone be grateful,
Would anyone even notice

All I do is cause pain
All I do is cause trouble
I cant do any thing right
I cant say anything that wont hurt
I cant do anything that wont hurt

If I slit my wrist deep enough will all this pain go away
If I slit my wrist deep enough will you care
If I were to die would that make you notice
If I were to run away then would you notice

I sit here thinking as the blood streams down my wrist
Thinking…
How did everything go so damn wrong……

You think about all the things you said,
All the things you wish you had,
All the things you wish you done,
But now its too late
You let everything you had go,
You said you didn’t care, you said you wanted out
Now you want it all back,
You said what you did was a big mistake
Now you want what you can't have,
But im sorry, you’ll never get it all back…
You never will,
I’m happier without you, and you cant change that…

I’m sorry…

Warm drops of blood drip down the girls face
No one even notices
She goes through life without ever being noticed
She tries so hard to only turn a head
But no one ever notices

She cuts herself everyday hoping,
Just hoping, maybe someone would notice
She lived her whole life hoping,
She wasted her whole life hoping,
Hoping that someone would notice

The girl spent her 16th birthday up in her room alone
Nobody remembered…
She slid a razor blade into her wrist one last time
The blade hit the floor,
She sat there crying,
She sat there waiting,
She sat there wishing,
Wishing she could have had a better life…

As I sit here thinking,
thinking of how life could be better,
thinking of how everything has gone wrong,
a cut for everything i cant take back,
a cut for everything ive said,
when im all done i look at my arm,
theres too many,
too many things i cant take back,
one more cut...
maybe a little deeper...
maybe a little harder...
maybe then,
my pain might go away

as i put this blade up to my rist,
one last time,
one last cut,
will the pain really end?
will my worries really go away?

as i push this blade into my rist,
a trear falls from my face,
and with my last words i say
i love you,
then the blade fell to the ground...