life is so hard when you hear your mom cryin accross the house and all you can to is feel bad for her cause shes pushing you away. as she slams her door you wonder if she cryies becacuse you exist. this is me right now maybe im not ment for this world. after all im not a human.

life is to hard and meaning less i do my work and my share of pain and yet i still have more. this is so fucked up i might just drive into the middle of no here and kill myself. nothin sounds better than diein resting forever no pain, no tears, no noything but BLACK

why is that now one cares or why i shed a single. i dont know but im getting tierd of it so if you dont care then dont talk to me my heart is already broken as much as a sinlge crub in a gust of wind. so unless u care about me forget me in nothing to u and if u thing i need ur help ur wrong im fine sleeping my life away in this dark room and cryinga single tear a day taking a cell off my crub of a heart. not only are people cold, the world is cold, my whole world cold black hearts just the way i like it so dont change my world im fine suffering until suicidal death

About 3 months ago i was dateing this guy and i dated him for about 5 months he left me for no reason with out a word. roumor has it that he was having sex with A PERGANT LADY that was 19 i am still very upset and i have been loney and deperesed 24/7 since then