now you're back. i hate to admit but i ain't feeling so secure though im trying real hard.im trying to forget everything but it ain't that easy. im wondering and wandering what's up. you got me really confused. a couple of weeks ago you left me hangin' telling me you're not happy with me and then just when i got my feet on the ground you came back.i was taken aback and im surprised that i gave in so easily. i wish to hurt you the same way you hurt me but i dunno how and worst i dunno if i really can. but to tell you, im still hurting and honestly, now im hesitating to give all of me. and im also close to being tired.

you're way too much to take bai.you'vr been affected all along why remained silent? for you to have a reason to leave? i know changing one's self is a process i didn't ask you to make haste, i waited for you to do it in your own will at your own time.and you expect me to change overnight? that ain't fair? why'd you have to send those messages and deepen the hurt? you really wanna see me fall from disgrace and bleed till i got nothing left to bleed eh?

and now what are you tryin' to imply?
is it because im wasted that's why you left?
hulat lang ha, pakita nku sa imu kung unsa ku.

where are you now?im breaking my neck looking around to find you.you're taking things so easy, why can't i? you continue to live, so why do i die?