Here is a littel about myself. I go by Alarica I am a dancer for the SingleCell productions (fetish show here in charlotte)My penguin (partner in crime on stage) is Prototype_9.

Quick Notes: I am now living in Boone, I plan to finish up my college as soon as the boy unit is done. Im going in buisness to have my own stable and breed horses.

The mut I am: I can drink many under the table, but I can still say im sure there are many that can out drink me. My nationality is mostly Russian and Italian, but I have alot of Irish, German and Spanish in me as well. Im proud of what I am. Im adopted. I met my mother and I am glad to say that it's a good thing she did not raise me. I follow no one. I like to set my own path.





I AM CORRUPTION MASKED I AM NOT COLD........

.......I AM CALCULATING YOUR NEXT MOVE.....ALWAYS





I am emotional

I tend to over react

I keep all my thoughts and pain inside

I can not bring myself to open up

I put up walls to protect myself

But I will break down yours

I see people as they are

I see right through your walls

I am a seer

I am a reader

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I have waited six years for a love that others would say doesn't exist

I have never asked for my heart back

I love only those who have not betrayed me

I love with a passion to strong for most

I scare those closest to me away

I wish to undo many things of the past

But if the chance came up I would leave it

I am fickle

I am strong willed

I crumble under one person

I hold up others

I tend to take on everyones problems and make them my own

I am "Angel" to many

I am corruption masked

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I try to save others from a miserable future

But I can not save myself

I suffer inside from internal afflictions

I hate the pain

But I keep it

It reminds me Im still alive

I think weddings are over rated

But wish to have a huge wedding myself

I try to find only beauty in the world

I find only repulsiveness

I find plain to have an odd beauty

I find plain also to be boring

I like long walks on the beach alone

I like to stand in the rain and talk

I like to kiss in the middle of lighting storms

I do not respect lighting

I invite death to much

I like watching girly movies and eating pickles with my best girly

I like cheesy horror films

I like EBM/Industrial music

I dislike rap and R&B

I have nothing against those that do like it

I love to go out and dance

I like to stay in and cuddle with the one I love

I love having my hair played with

I am tough

I am delicate

I am a huge tomboy

But I am to elegant for my own good

I am vain

I am shallow

But I have depth

I believe vain and shallow are joined at the hip

I will use you to get what I want

I feel no compassion for those that dont own up to their mistakes

I show to much mercy on those that have betrayed me

I am ticklish....

But I can turn it off

I am very outgoing

I can be shy

I get lonely even when your holding me

I crave to much attention from those Im with

I am an attention whore

I am a social butterfly

I drink a lot

I will continue to drink if one lets me

I like to push my limits

I love to push others limits

I like to see how far I can go

I feel like I do not have everything.....

I have to much

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.......I AM CALCULATING YOUR NEXT MOVE.....ALWAYS



I only want more

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Age 24
Relationship status In a relationship
Gender F
Occupation Fetish Dancer, In school for Vet
Location Boone NC
Last login  75 days ago
Account Status Guest Account
Music
Assemblage 23, Fictional, KMFDM, Icon of Coil, Velvet Acid Christ, The Cure, New Order, the Cult, Switchblade Symphony, Animotion, Depeche Mode, Flogging Molly, Suicide Commando, wumpscut, Andriod Lust, Razed in Black, System Syn, Angel Theory, Blutengel, Epsilon Minus, Melotron, GLIS, Apoptygma Berzerk, Suicide Commando, Seabound, Flesh Field, Combichrist, Dismantled, Project Pitchfork, Terrorfakt, Hanzel and Gretyl, Enya, SITD, VNV Nation, Stabbing Westward, Covenant, Nine Inch Nails, Gary Neuman, Funker Vogt, God Module, NamNamBulu, Plastic, Les Anges De La Nuit, Lost Signal, Imperative Reastion, Informatik, Electro Synthetic Rebellion, Decoded Feedback, New Order, Real Life, Front Line Assembly, Orgy, Portishead, Kill Hananh, Postal Service, Action Action, Sleepwalk, The Azoic, MonoFader, Seize 
Movies
Edward Scissorhands, Fear and loathing in Los Vegas, really any Johnny Depp movie, Blood, Interview with a Vampier, What Dreams may Come....these are just a few
Hobbies
darts, event jumping (horses)
Self Description
I'm not sure you would want to meet me. I am awkward, I tend to always talk when the time is not right. I always say the wrong things. I talk in circles around you. I see right through most your tricks and come ons. I get you tangled in my fantasy web that has rotten truth still spread across the silk I wrapped you in. I speak beautiful lies to you, always keeping you right where I want you. I unwrap the dream and feed you my filthy friendship. I let you taste my sweet bile knowing you wont leave my corrupt plan for you. For moments I let you believe you can leave, let you walk away from the masked person I let you fall in love with. Only to still show you i hold the leash. You could scream and cry till I tire of your wasteful breaths. I still keep you on hand when the time calls for me to fall back and pick up the satin I made with you. To sure you I still care, love, need you. And I do need you.
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11 09, '07

Fernando

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Very nice profile, pics and photo.........here's a 10........
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DevilMayCry....SeE yUo iN DaRkNeSs
07 24, '07
Halo.Hope's you got everything you've evr wanted now baby,
peace!
05 24, '07

Dyslusioned

The place sounds intriguing,I just may have to load up and come to check it out.Is everything alright with you?I do hope so.Life can be misleading and very confusing at times,so if you ever need anything feel free to contact me.My blessings to you.Catch you around. ~DYS~
05 11, '07

libby

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We have alot in common..........
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libby
05 11, '07

libby

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Wow i see tht me and you are very much alike in many ways
which is a good thing.....we can relate to alot
so here is a 10 for you
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libby
05 08, '07

Michael

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hey, thanks.

nice playlist by the way.
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Cutting my face and walking on splinters.
04 23, '07

Will Damaged

Hi there , love the page 10 for you ! wicked thing it is marvelous !
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Come back little raven and bite my face
I've been waiting , endless waiting
Come back and bite my face

Come back little raven , descend your home
This is not then, it is not now
Come back , descend your throne

I think you realize what I've done
Well on a corner slept my horrible corpse
I'm not alive for anyone
I think you realize what I've done

You gotta come back
You gotta come back
You gotta come back
You gotta come back

Come back little raven , here by my face
I've been waiting, endless waiting
Come back and bite my face \m/
03 29, '07

Sin loves his Emmy(cover girl)Bear EPIC

hello welcome to mgh
heres a ten
see you around

Sin
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03 28, '07

marla singer

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Welcome to MGH.
Nice background.
Heres a 10.
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