"MY POEMS"



"LOVE WAS REAL ONCE UPON A TIME"



i once looked at her as if she where the only one

i saw her like no other with my heart pounding away

my eyes they never wonder away from all her beuty

until the day it came upon a saturday

she told me as i cried i couldnt keep the tears held inside

as those two last words came out she said goodbye



i fell so deep i couldnt see yesturday

i knew the day kept me falling for more tragedy

and if i where to change day in the past

id repeat a moment just to make it last



i know something felt so right in the beginning

i saw her holding my hand like i might die tommarow

the feeling wouldnt last i know it was too good

so i made her feel my sorrow

as she stopped caring for me like i knew she would



my heart is left in her soul as my soul is left in her heart

these days i know would grow apart

and are love would fall apart

just to wish for these moments to charish

i wish this could be a dream

so i can wake up to see my lovely angel



"THE ALCOHOLIC"



the darkness it covers my fears in some way

it blinds the death out from my eyes

i stare into space for sometime till i sleep

just to pass by the hell from the moon

i see killers and rapists all over the world

i just need some time alone tonight



being drunk with this alcohol hides all my pain

just to keep away everything the sounds of the rain

my mind wonders off to a place i can scream

just the same but so different im alone inside and out



smoking 12 packs a day calms my hate rise to fade

for the days i stay calm im self known as the devil

bringing people down to there knees and pulling them down

but only when i drink and pass out too much

i wake up as the dream no one wants to dream



the years have passed my days went slow

push me in the direction you want me to go

the clock on fast forward as the sky starts to fall

my world set in black now my souls flesh starts to tear

i dont remember the last time i killed someone

it was so far back i can remember killing a soul

though my story like stories always has to end

but as endings go my endings never have to end



"could i care (would i care)"



i am walking fast

the sun is comming up

i am left alone

with no one watching my back

i can see the end

reaching to my neck

this is once the day

and now it ends in a thousand ways



brused from falling down

getting hurt too much

rising from my grave

giving all my pride

now became the time

where i lose my mind

just so obvious

i gotta step it up this time



walk away from today

it hurts to say hello

bring me down to the floor

i wonder where to go from here

people stare at me everywhere

i couldnt care

i wouldnt dare

to look back at them

staring me down with there eyes

all i do is bury all my lies

and hold it all inside



"Hide you from myself"



so can you hear me saying

that you are almost with me

still you got to try now

you will be my hero

this can still take time

but if you want it

take it from my hands



never got to saying

you might be my savior

now you understand why

this is my own problem

failing half my life

i even wonder why

cant you see me smile



if you thought i was giving up

you should have thought better



would you believe me

if i said i was leaving

could you long for

not being with me here



just another day

not staring in your eyes

breathing deeply

it hurts my chest

being without you

here on my own



"REMEMBER"



fading away

even though i am still afraid

that youd take the fast way out

i still understand

without me your nothing

just feeling the unfeelingless

ketching a breathe

this is too fast for you

heart beats hurting your chest

because now i rest forever



remember the days

the past that wich we saved

and now remember the days

wich we smiled the night away

and now remember the days

wich i held you in many ways

just remember my eyes

watching you as i fade away



exceeding the living limit

to watch your sadness bleed

holding my hand tight

fate lives in gods hand

keeping me here alive for you

im holding on

to the past wich we once had

and im letting go

to make you stronger

because now i rest forever



remember the days

the past that wich we saved

and now remember the days

wich we smiled the night away

and now remember the days

wich i held you in many ways

just remember my eyes

watching you as i fade away



"They Push You Down (We Pick You Up)"



dont look down while your still standing

as im picking you up from the ground

take your life into your hands

your eyes are too beutiful to be closed

take my hand

ill never let you go



now is the time to beleive

to see in yourself the truth

and make what was broken

just so you have hope once again



no more sorrow in your heart

fill your blood with chance

look up at the world around you

as each second goes by

make it all worth while



now is the time to beleive

to see in yourself the truth

and make what was broken

just so you have hope once again



so here is now

to not let your life cave in

so here is now

to not let your mind take charge

this is to face it all

and learn the right from the wrong

to stand up and remember this song



now is the time to beleive

to see in yourself the truth

and make what was broken

just so you have hope once again



so now its time to beleive

to see in yourself the truth

and make what was broken

just so you have hope once again



"feels like love"



i wish i knew

that everythings ok

before i yelled at you

and you walked away



just look at me

theres nothing i wouldnt do

to make your dreams come true

and all that i would know

is that i would die for you



i would watch the sun fall down

with you around my chest

holding me so tight

and this would be the night

i kiss you



but just look at me

theres nothing that i wouldnt prove

all my heart my love for you

to show that everythings ok

to the point that you will always stay



so take my hand

ill take your breathe away

even if your so far away

i know that every single day

all the words that i can say

to make it better for you and me

im here for you



"angels in my blue sky"



tonight i fell

from the heart of daylight

remembering you though your a blur

i can see what you where

but now i see only your soul

i wish i could have saved you

though you hurt me more than yourself



i see now that your the only one there

for me you see im all alone

preying for you day and night

until the day you take me away



your eyes they burn love and lies

caring for me and hurting from the others

lying to and breaking your heart

as i say and say again ill never hurt you

your too selfish to beleive i am telling the truth



i see now that your the only one there

for me you see im all alone

preying for you day and night

until the day you take me away



darling.. i know it hurts

the pain you feel

the love you've lost

but tonight..

its ours now

so dont look the other way

hold my hand as we walk away

forget the past

stare into my eyes

beleive what i say

you save me from myself



i see now that your the only one there

for me you see im all alone

preying for you day and night

until the day you take me away